Lately , I just felt so bad without anyone beside me cuz I have through again the hardest part of my life by myself . As you knew my dear ex , I'm NOT so tough as you thought . And I'm very sure , I've told about me who am I and how I survive my life . My life just meaningless after you're left me . But it's okay . I doesn't meant that you're spoil the rest of my life . As you've told me , 'Insya-allah kalau ade jodoh , tak kemana' . Every my dear ex , just say the same things . And I'm okay . I just can't force you to be mine or even force myself to forget all about you and about who we were before . I don't think I can forget the memories we kept as long as we belong together . We've made promises but we've broke it , right ? I knew that nobody are perfect . So , we're just doing mistakes . Since two days ago , when I just back from work , you're getting in my mind just such a sudden I cry . Why ? Cuz I MISS YOU . Please get to know that I miss you and I really mean it . But , what can I do ? I just missing you here without saying something to you . I just let my heart missing you , and I want keep here without knowing you cuz you're maybe someone elese's special to their heart . So , I'm Okay . I always do pray for you , you and you my dear ex , I do pray for your happiness and success . I'm very Sorry for what I've tweet for yesterday or before if may hurting you , you or you my dear ex . I'm sorry . Sincerely from your silly ex , Ain .