Sunday, 19 May 2013

Am I ready or am I too early ?

Age is just a number . 
People keep asking me why i have no special boyfriend ? And my answer just 'I'm a broken hearted girl'
Sometimes I'm ready to have a serious relationship . Sometimes I feel like I have no preparation yet . 
Since I had been for a few times break up and I have no times to take a risk again to fall in love with a wrong guy . I keep praying to just meet my man . I don't wish that my man is a perfect guy but at least he is a better man than my dad . When I'm just 19 , the way I'm thinking totally different . I keep trying to be a better muslimah . In Sha Allah . Am I too early to think about my future man ? Am I ? 
The silence cry is the most pain in the deeply heart .
People know me who I am with my smile . But they can't see my tears hidden from every my smile and laugh . 
Thanks to Allah because since a month ago , I busy doing my work and business till I have no times to cry without anyone comfort me every night . 
I'm sure Allah will set up a great time to meet up me and someone great for me . In Sha Allah .


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